There was always this feeling. The feeling of something more. Either reach for the stars or dig deep to lend a hand. What to do, when to do, or how to do?

My college experience took me exactly there. Graduated with a degree in Physics, with plans to get a minor in Astronomy, Mathematics, Philosophy, and Russian language. Those plans changed after multiple breaks down, an ICU visit, and almost 90lbs later. Within those few months I can feel my weight, literally! With an aspiring hope to become a fighter, I can only fight till my reach my limit. Fighting and working, I say, is no different. Through my own experience, to find my balance I learned Wellness is a part of the equation. The universe does seem to be like empty space and always at rest in our point of view, so why aren’t we. I am here to find the balance of rest and recovery with progress and activity.

That feeling again. Is it outside? Should I be inside it?  Is it around? Will it always be there or will it leave and come back around? Is it within? Something I should take in, let go, or maybe can’t live without ? The feeling…its doing something that’s for sure. To move up and forward, you have to know when to back down. When you get back up, forward is downhill.